Busy Man I am, But I figgured it is time for a post
Hey Y'all!
Or at least whoever still checks by here since I have given a lack of attention to this blog. A once busy man, I have become even more busy with hours that permit me to get little sleep, so something has to suffer and unfortunatly it has been here.
This thing with the bar has really taken off. I spend alot of my time there helping out. Right now untill somethings get settled down in other areas that involve me with the bar and we get a good view on things I am considered part time as needed. That should be over at the end of the month. Our clubs clubhouse is comming along nicely, but I have not put in as much time there as I should have. I am trying to spend more time with my dad and "fit" him into my schedule, which I feel guilty about. Me and C don't talk on the phone as much as we use to durring the week, But she came down this weekend and spent time with me and it was wonderfull. She went above and beyond what I could expect of her too. She stayed up over 24 hours the first night down just so she could be with me and the next night she made it as far as she could untill she had to go to our motel room and crash.
Ya know life can take a man down many winding roads. Since some of the recent events in my life I find this to be true. There are two people in my life that I have found myself neglecting that I love very much. Currently the way things are going I don't know if I can revrse it or find a way to overcome it. The first person is my dad. when I come in late at night and I see him lying in bed old and frail (he keeps a light on to see by at night) My heart is some times over whelmed. I know he is not going to be around forever and I don't make the most of the time I do have with him. But I gotta have a life too.
The other person is Mama. She has felt it and expressed it that I am not as close to her as I use to be, but is ever so loyal to stand by me and want the best for me. I don't know what it is about people, but some folks I get real attached to and she is one of them. I try to keep up, but I am just not able to be around and under her wing like I use to. But ya know my heart wells up inside me when I think of her and my heart is fond, but still it is not enough to bridge the gap that I have placed between us by my current pursuits. I wish I knew how to overcome it, but I can't find a way without doing the things I need to in life right now.
I am not riding the bike as much as I could or should, but that has been a personal choice. I am still active in the club as much as possible and my loyalty is there to the club. There are alot of things going on in the MC comunity around here, but then again that is nothing new. There is always someting going on.
To all my friends and family and to a fellow named Grey Biker who was the first blogger I came across before I knew what a blog was, And to my other blog buddies, Know you are all still in my thoughts even if I may seem absent from time to time.
Or at least whoever still checks by here since I have given a lack of attention to this blog. A once busy man, I have become even more busy with hours that permit me to get little sleep, so something has to suffer and unfortunatly it has been here.
This thing with the bar has really taken off. I spend alot of my time there helping out. Right now untill somethings get settled down in other areas that involve me with the bar and we get a good view on things I am considered part time as needed. That should be over at the end of the month. Our clubs clubhouse is comming along nicely, but I have not put in as much time there as I should have. I am trying to spend more time with my dad and "fit" him into my schedule, which I feel guilty about. Me and C don't talk on the phone as much as we use to durring the week, But she came down this weekend and spent time with me and it was wonderfull. She went above and beyond what I could expect of her too. She stayed up over 24 hours the first night down just so she could be with me and the next night she made it as far as she could untill she had to go to our motel room and crash.
Ya know life can take a man down many winding roads. Since some of the recent events in my life I find this to be true. There are two people in my life that I have found myself neglecting that I love very much. Currently the way things are going I don't know if I can revrse it or find a way to overcome it. The first person is my dad. when I come in late at night and I see him lying in bed old and frail (he keeps a light on to see by at night) My heart is some times over whelmed. I know he is not going to be around forever and I don't make the most of the time I do have with him. But I gotta have a life too.
The other person is Mama. She has felt it and expressed it that I am not as close to her as I use to be, but is ever so loyal to stand by me and want the best for me. I don't know what it is about people, but some folks I get real attached to and she is one of them. I try to keep up, but I am just not able to be around and under her wing like I use to. But ya know my heart wells up inside me when I think of her and my heart is fond, but still it is not enough to bridge the gap that I have placed between us by my current pursuits. I wish I knew how to overcome it, but I can't find a way without doing the things I need to in life right now.
I am not riding the bike as much as I could or should, but that has been a personal choice. I am still active in the club as much as possible and my loyalty is there to the club. There are alot of things going on in the MC comunity around here, but then again that is nothing new. There is always someting going on.
To all my friends and family and to a fellow named Grey Biker who was the first blogger I came across before I knew what a blog was, And to my other blog buddies, Know you are all still in my thoughts even if I may seem absent from time to time.
posted by Cornbread at 2:23 AM
3 Comments:
They know you are busy, but don't forget to find the time for them. Life is too darn short as it is, and one day you will stop and wish you had taken the time.
Reorganize your priorities... and you will find time for everything.
Just saying hi...
Hey I know you have a lot going on. I am really glad you do. Nice you have someone like C in your life. I sure dont spend as much time blogging as I once did either. Kinda the same reasons as you.
Just enjoy it while ya can.
I know the feelings of being overwhelmed by life, LOL just check my blog dates sometime. Your just going thru what all the rest of us are - catagorizing your life and figuring out what is most important. Phoenix has it right about looking back and wishing you had taken time. You get one go around in this cycle, take the time to enjoy it to the fullest.
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