Gloom dispare and agony on me!

Hey Y'all,
I have been really depressed here lately. I have been in touch with my doctors at the VA. C wanted to take me down to the hospital last night. My doctor talked to me today and asked about me coming in. I don't want to do that just yet because I know there is a good chance they will admit me to the hospital.

To add to our troubles we are in trouble financially. We are living beyond our means every month. By the time bills are paid there just isn't enough left over for much else. We are having to rely on credit cards to eat and put gas in the truck. all we can pay is the minimum payment. We are getting deeper in debt. I never thought I would be living like this.