Sick and depressed and asking God why?

Hello Y'all,
Today I have been in bed sick all day again. I have been sick with some kind of cold. I know y'all hear a lot of my complaining about how bad I have it. Well things have went from bad to worse. I was crying like a little baby tonight it has been getting to me so bad. C comforts me and I am thankful for that. I have bills I can't pay. I don't know what I am going to do. I may not have home insurance if I can't get some things worked out. it's time to renew. I didn't pay anything on my credit card bill last month and man, they socked it to me. I've got my regular bills to pay and it's time to renew my plates on my auto and pull along trailer.

I have had it so good for so long and now I am skimming rock bottom. It could be worse I know. I don't know what God is trying to teach me in all this.

We had easter at our house. Everybody came over here. C and my maw in law fixed dinner. We had a good time. We went to church easter sunday and P the grand got to easter egg hunt, Later on here at the house we had a easter egg hunt here at the house. A his cousin was here to keep him company.

Well I am gonna get off here. God Bless,
Cornbread

Brighter Sunday Am Post

Hey Y'all, We are getting ready for church right now. I don't have much to do, just throw on my overalls and some shoes. I have been getting up and going in the mornings the last few days. It's been a little tough, but kind of nice. We have been going to the storage spot and culling thru what we have and got together a load to take to the sale barn. we made a load up for Thursday night and then one up for Friday night. Just stuff hanging around that wasn't sentimental or didn't have any use. I sold my guns. We are struggling this month more so than usual. Now with the stuff we sold if we watch it, we'll have food to eat this month. I hate being poor and struggling. We went yard saling yesterday to hopefully find some stuff to resale. We had no luck. Everybody wanted premium price for their stuff. There was nothing to buy that we could make a profit on. We got tired and came home. On the way home we saw a huge house fire on the side of one of the hills/mountains around here. The house was totally engulfed in flames. Fire was leaping from the roof top and thick black smoke. It had to be a total loss. Well that's what has been going on with us, How about you? Cornbread

Sunday nite-Monday AM

Hey Y'all. It's 0215 as I write this. C and I have to be up at 0630 in the morning to go to doctors appointments in Atlanta. She has to get a mammogram and I have to talk to my shrink. I am tired but neither C or I am sleepy. It's gonna be a long day for us. I am glad the first of the month is here. I haven't paid bills yet, but I plan on doing it Tuesday if I am not to busy. Well, I need to go lay down. I'll Talk to y'all later! Cornbread