New Years

I Prolli won't post until after new years. C and P And I will be going out of town for a day or two. I just wanted to say Happy New Year To all who read here!

Cornbread

To God be the Glory!

Today my soul is speared with darkness and light. Some times the demons win, other times I somehow get a glimpse of redemption. When the darkeness floods in, it blocks all the light and the demons have their fun. Somehow I am hanging on. Confusion and depression being my closest friend. I understand what it is like to be lonley and yet to be not all alone. I wish someone would take the helm to my ship, because I am to weak to do so. I apoligize for getting weird on ya. I just need to vent.

Cornbread

Been Sick

Been a lot going on. A lot I don't want to talk about. I have been going to the VA a lot. I have been getting sick a lot. Physically and mentally. I have a special meeting with the therapist this Friday.

The baby's mommy, J blew the engine up in her car by not keeping oil in it. Now she is treating her mother like shit because she won't co-sign a loan for her to get her car fixed or a new car. She cusses her mom for all she is worth while C is taking her to work and doing her a favor getting her there.

MY NERVES ARE SHOT!!!! Something is going to have to happen soon. I can't take much more.

Long Time

Hey Y'all,
A few things have happened since I posted last. I have been in the hospital for a couple of days with a flair up of colitis. My bowels still ain't right, but they are getting there. I hope to be 100% within the next few weeks.

C and I have been Christmas shopping. I already know what one of my presents are. I can't tell you what it is, and I can't get my grubby little hands on it till the 25th. Waiting on the 25th is like waiting on Christmas. Lol